HED SHOPPE

A solar dream only known at night a thought that could have only been from out there some never more fertile soil never the ability of how ever this more comes from maybe so far when forever long ago a seed not quite that far lost way two started first drop in morning as because from somewhere breath of the furthest field as the real tint of taste comes into the air from fertile land seen the outside thought of found wishing well on strange frequency and realizing what it doesn’t and what it does do every time though looking around start thinking over and over again lost on this part of the path of the path found somewhere the following dawn
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Not a word as the sizzle on the ground eyes glow unfriendly the fall of human empires cities destroyed civilizations gone is just the passage of time a river of forever drop wicked fountain recollected really because if ever existed for so many may ever now wait to see them all become even as language changes to fit a world encompassing ever forward motion a real from what wasn’t world and from what was an unused pen discovered in moonlight to write up on and next because what then it will be how became if then will as when blank at point ‘till expressed as it will beyond if it is then what it is to what became every way how reality is and started in dream mysteries supposed realities forgot lost track of time minutes years faces and names now far away even further places and guesses good as fact in those situations became out past there what was how a future to remember
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Like a forgotten time heaven haunting the hallowed somehow by a light never before quite seen at least not exactly like this is going to be now unexpected yet does and the sounds grow out from what’s been heard and what is as the forward becomes even further now existing outside of time if time is something that can be defined or at least at this point and once again goes where if then is will be and done as a choice becomes that can a preferred reality

Undead vision mountain overlook anomalies in the valley a place and barefoot that is and more further in a different shade upon shade and in reach say to tomorrow as they are from what they became angel sheet outreach melted hour-t fey heart growing and grows on and around everything green purple and black orange in mute points of light strange dance unrealized how does tuned out further than reach
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an ever warm blanket in the old mental asylum across from over there thoughts in exile gone thoughts travel déjà vu and reaching an Eire light reflecting on itself eternal strangeness once unknown where ideas come and go
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Reach of silent claw dancing shadow aura surrounds three and what happens there somewhere a long forever discover not a lost cause further than realized Significant Dreams Reach outside goes and goes and goes living outside what was thought
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Fey unrealized garden the dusk as storm heavy or so now seems has arrived sounds and sights here and visit simple sheets again peach hue prescription love an answer as and when where does say ever growing inward folding sparkling shadow an ever reach of new where even before the beginning a beginning was they still visit the asylum to hear different thoughts sounds concepts new languages in thought
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Fey point of view expanding strangely profound realized statement cerebral bizarre growth seeming through art sight science sound college curious underground senses future somehow alive all along potentially at least out questioning will be thoughts go somewhere else sad smile romantic notion.
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Undead vision anomaly shade angel sheet fey heart green purple black silver in mute points of strange dance asylum blanket déjà vu and reaching reflecting strangeness how unknown ideas come and go
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Different ways tint of rose heart claim wishing well on the next and next and next mirror wolves angel with mind touched from beyond and further smile reverb is misguided nature as will and of ‘ought unthought equally unknown the web carried by the wing the realizations come from is was how forgotten things low next and if becomes so far if not quite on with arcane drift out from before undone now from where to where has started within covers now is further so how really cause of love unknown sylvan mind while
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Hidden altar among other things shift of seasons how dream next become however further out philosophized non existent form of how yet is some science beyond science majik frequency the very nature of the thing recognized in the lightfall dance through twilighted as reach beyond exists outside of time reality somewhere somehow unknown path paved with skulls
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How then confusion phase to say how love for way if angel devil forms from believe question gone smile knowledge deserve truth of went known favorite again fungal reaches at maybe ideas phase with smile romance concepts polymorph unknown religion any as if how meant really is how because never ended if for undestined yet vision part an escaped thought at points away from where with discovery broken clock upon and beyond without reason discoveries strange to ask
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As am reach beyond deserve stretching the limits of real where more as am a new unrecognized love surrounds fear a different time’s taste what if now when as am
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Alone across the moor those realization only made there ever if now fog a mist ceiling allows a form of free thought only happens here so how far a dead end forest follows that name to the next to and up to where seeing forever gets to how if then to because those places of sight and how they exist further out in a realization beyond known thought ever the power of guess from out where next began from somewhere

Where I am, I am alone.
Noone could know, think, or feel.
What I know, what I am thinking.
How I feel...

Locked in a cell of my own awareness. Then,almost like waking up as the sound
of the bell clanging from a twisted chapel rings out. There shouldn't be any one at the
church at this hour. Still, the sound echoes through the mist that hangs, swirling between the head stones that follow behind so neatly around the property of the crooked old church.
The moon shines bright enough to show that midnight never lasts. The shadows that this midnight does cast loom long and heavy never the less. They seem to point the way through the far gates to a road that from here looking across the cemetary; seems more a forgotten,overgrown path. The cold, gray light barely showing it, as if not able to fully reveal it's mysteries. Then, a night bird, or perhaps a bat; invades the corner of sight. The realization of it being there is like an after thought. Yes...That must be the nightmare road. This is the night of 'All Hallow's', and this is it...
Through the tall, black seeming trees that reach up like gnarled, arthretic hands to either side: A breeze stirs, carrying the sound of a thousand, thousand scratchy whispers. They combine into one, almost silent voice which slithers into the ear to say:
"All Hallow's...The festivities have begun." It must be some joke that I am playing on myself. A play of the breeze. A trick played by a weary mind. Some confusement of the senses. Still, the moon is full it is the witching hour and long ago it was decided that anything is possible. No matter how improbable. This place could be haunted. Not all spirits go to rest after they leave the mortal shell. Looking at this place;
where better for a restless soul to wander? A briar-ridden ancient forest, near a defiled church and a desecrated graveyard along with the nightmare road.
In the past; knocking over a headstone or two was just a casual act of vandalism done without a second thought. Tonight was different, the spirits seemed angry and menacing. Their presence lurking just outside of sight, vengeful. Acts of vandalism against the dead; on any other night was harmless, even funny. Tonight was different though. Tonight held fear. Even thinking
about it in the presence of these spirits was like confessing to the most horrible crimes before an angry jury and a merciless judge. Only sixty six steps from the gallows. Sixty five from the electric chair. Sixty four steps from the gas chamber....How many steps to the nightmare road? Just to the beginning of the nightmare road?
After that; How many miles would it stretch? Would it go on forever? Was it always bathed in the colorless grey of moonlight? Was sunrise never found as sunsets were only a memory of muted purple? Could it be fear as the only companion? I was never afraid before. As I turned to leave I spoke to the spirits in an almost sad tone:
"I'm not ready..."

Thought In Exile

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The Twilight World Of Consciousness

Behind Dreamscape Scenes

Rearranged Thought Escaped

Reality

In Forms Now Unknown

Reaching Beyond Reach

Some Thought That Wasn’t… Is

Now Ideas Exist

Or Somehow Do Not

Exist

Lost Alphabet

Loft Remembered

Thought In Exile

Somehow This Reality seems always
moving further away
lost in degrees of madness
as all these things echo off a skull
of reality changing of ever changing
of everything in this world
changing heart
realizing different soul
things never known
rearranging a mind of wonder
rearranging all those thoughts
out there
in the end…
Beyond what was
science fiction
then
in ways further than
farthest reaching dreams
in a moment it reaches even more
than was thought mind evolving ideas reaching
not only an isolated incident reaching
Somewhere between awake and asleep,
When fading dreams cause mourning laughter,
When the next causes serious thoughts,
To struggle with what is known to be right
It is a basic right,
To continually question
What is right, It has to be right,
For more every night,
And what falls in in between,
So many questions
Over the simplest dream
A thousand ways to translate,
Growth out of mind
ever changing
mind
body
soul
what is ever the same?
constantly rearranging
as it echoes off a realizing skull…
still striving
for a good time


So It Begins
From Beyond Reality
Songs Of Tomorrow
Foreshadow Over
Aura Of Darkness
Horror Conspiracy
Lost Minds
No Answer To Riddle
Where ever You Are
A Decieved Heart-
-A True Heart Indeed?
Secret Progress
Unlimited
Never Parts
Unsung Voices
Chaos Amazements
Believe In?
This Is It
The Beginning Ends
Paranoia Grows
The Pen IS The Sword
Computerized Love Song
Cosmic Terror
The Electric Eye
Undead Arrive
Supernatural And Beyond
In The Dead Of Night
The Taste Of Evil
Stranger Still
Death's Changes
Arcane Artistry
Time At A Pace
Mourning Loss
Stops Beyond
Lost Minds
Deadly Scents
Loop The Nether
Forgotten Religions
Grim Reckoning
Elemental Mystery
Genius Spark
Magical Decisions
The Odds
In Cold Space
Warm Darkness
Hidden Realms
Growing Conciousness
If The Prize?
Two Steps? Or One?
Touch Of Midnight
Wake Through Dusk
Travel Dusk Comes
Mystic Rights
Left To Know
Mental Bridge
The Coming Of Knowlege
Out Of Hand
Out Of Mind
Starlit Dawning
Forbidden Research
Thirteen Or Twelve
Sacred Herbs
Enchanting Ritual
Loosening Restrictions
All One Of A Kind
Wolf Song
29x6
12x3+501
Infinity
Unlimited
Sacred Monument
In A Real World?
What Of It
False 
Truth
Rise From Within
Abandonded Kings
Faded Memories Of Queens
Speaking Planes
Supernatural And Beyond
In Passioned Dreams
A Second Look
Perfect Flaw
More Or Less Bizzare
Learned Spellcraft
Time Ever Expanding
Unknown Destiny
Starlit Origins
Evolved Ideations
Glory Keeper
Torn Talk Body
Language Ripping
Aching Soul
Haunting Burial Sites
Storm Rising
Deeper Reckonings
Shallow Thoughts
Competance Grows
Living Soul
Temporary Vessel
Full Frontal Labotomy
Death's Transition
Hasting's Rise
Trapped In Time
Night Vision
War Ancestors
Perfumed Blood
Crystal Heart
Stains Of Fate
Last Time Upon The Bed
History Of Sub-Exsistance
Deep Sleep
Visions Between The Starlight
5,000 Years Or 5,000 Minutes Ago
Hidden Sound
Spoken In Tounges
Religions Need Gods?
Forgotten Domains
Tooth And Claw
Earthen Strength
Mental Exuastion
Shadow Piece
Yet Years
Ways To Expand
Above Communication
Laid To Best
Growing Dominion
Forgotten Call
Psionic Strength
Scientific Truth
Rose Undeath
Angry Treasure
Tragedy Is The Heart Of Romance
Chaos Fairy
Mind's Eye Twisted
Lightning Teleportation
Of The Radar
Clean Majik
Live And Exclusive
Secret Rituals
Descent Into Reality
Between Here And There
Misaligned Makings
Test Of Lives
Ashen Impact
Slated Animation
Irrational Imaginings
Savage Wisdom
Ever-Changing Festival
Memories Of Exile
Extra Ordinary
Numbered Talents
Wasted Pages
Eden Atlas
Forgotten Rendevuez
Shattered Sun
Vanishing Song
Dangerous Ink
Inbetween Infinities
Ulterior Motivation
Ever Beholdened
Deja Vu All The Time
Remembering This In Dream
Looking Back To Forward
Moving Forward, Backward
Beautiful From Beyond
In Alien Light
Cloak Documents
Advancing Somewhere
How Many Candles?
Majik Seeks
Always Just Outside Of Sight
Secret Psychology
Ancient Society
Mirror Dance
Like It Has A Name
Midirection
Is Gone, Yet Moves On
Dimented Looking Gears
Mysterious Wings
Sagas Unfold
How You Win...
Regain The Lost
The Ensorscered Land
A Longer Journey
Time Manipulation
Gypsy Dreams
Belief Or Disbelief
Powerful Thoughts
Hidden Haven
Moving Through Phases
Never Ending
Troubled Ruins
Spider Web Vines
Where All Things
Elements Of Time
Ill-Forgot
Things Change
Places Between
Delusional Vision
Aspiring Notions
Thirsting Desire
How Hard To Forget
Dementia Sail
Passitivity Nuetral
Disasociative Comprehension
Clouded Thoughts
As Of So Far
And What To Release
Any Other Way
Unlike Anything Known
Carefully Understood
Questions With No Answers
Response Activation
Cryptic Alliteration
Forgotten Lessons
The Dawn Of An Age
The Fall Of Another
What's Learned From Moonlight
Things Lost Never To Be regained
Scrying In The Darkness
What Comes As Invention
Moving Through The Future
Burning Through Centuries
Delusional Mind, Anytime
Which Always?
What's Not Understood
Goals Unseen
Thorny Visions
Is The End?
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So It Begins
From Beyond Reality
Songs Of Tomorrow
Foreshadow Over
Aura Of Darkness
Horror Conspiracy
Lost Minds
No Answer To Riddle
Where ever You Are
A Decieved Heart-
-A True Heart Indeed?
Secret Progress
Unlimited
Never Parts
Unsung Voices
Chaos Amazements
Believe In?
This Is It
The Beginning Ends
Paranoia Grows
The Pen IS The Sword
Computerized Love Song
Cosmic Terror
The Electric Eye
Undead Arrive
Supernatural And Beyond
In The Dead Of Night
The Taste Of Evil
Stranger Still
Death's Changes
Arcane Artistry
Time At A Pace
Mourning Loss
Stops Beyond
Lost Minds
Deadly Scents
Loop The Nether
Forgotten Religions
Grim Reckoning
Elemental Mystery
Genius Spark
Magical Decisions
The Odds
In Cold Space
Warm Darkness
Hidden Realms
Growing Conciousness
If The Prize?
Two Steps? Or One?
Touch Of Midnight
Wake Through Dusk
Travel Dusk Comes
Mystic Rights
Left To Know
Mental Bridge
The Coming Of Knowlege
Out Of Hand
Out Of Mind
Starlit Dawning
Forbidden Research
Thirteen Or Twelve
Sacred Herbs
Enchanting Ritual
Loosening Restrictions
All One Of A Kind
Wolf Song
29x6
12x3+501
Infinity
Unlimited
Sacred Monument
In A Real World?
What Of It
False 
Truth
Rise From Within
Abandonded Kings
Faded Memories Of Queens
Speaking Planes
Supernatural And Beyond
In Passioned Dreams
A Second Look
Perfect Flaw
More Or Less Bizzare
Learned Spellcraft
Time Ever Expanding
Unknown Destiny
Starlit Origins
Evolved Ideations
Glory Keeper
Torn Talk Body
Language Ripping
Aching Soul
Haunting Burial Sites
Storm Rising
Deeper Reckonings
Shallow Thoughts
Competance Grows
Living Soul
Temporary Vessel
Full Frontal Labotomy
Death's Transition
Hasting's Rise
Trapped In Time
Night Vision
War Ancestors
Perfumed Blood
Crystal Heart
Stains Of Fate
Last Time Upon The Bed
History Of Sub-Exsistance
Deep Sleep
Visions Between The Starlight
5,000 Years Or 5,000 Minutes Ago
Hidden Sound
Spoken In Tounges
Religions Need Gods?
Forgotten Domains
Tooth And Claw
Earthen Strength
Mental Exuastion
Shadow Piece
Yet Years
Ways To Expand
Above Communication
Laid To Best
Growing Dominion
Forgotten Call
Psionic Strength
Scientific Truth
Rose Undeath
Angry Treasure
Tragedy Is The Heart Of Romance
Chaos Fairy
Mind's Eye Twisted
Lightning Teleportation
Of The Radar
Clean Majik
Live And Exclusive
Secret Rituals
Descent Into Reality
Between Here And There
Misaligned Makings
Test Of Lives
Ashen Impact
Slated Animation
Irrational Imaginings
Savage Wisdom
Ever-Changing Festival
Memories Of Exile
Extra Ordinary
Numbered Talents
Wasted Pages
Eden Atlas
Forgotten Rendevuez
Shattered Sun
Vanishing Song
Dangerous Ink
Inbetween Infinities
Ulterior Motivation
Ever Beholdened
Deja Vu All The Time
Remembering This In Dream
Looking Back To Forward
Moving Forward, Backward
Beautiful From Beyond
In Alien Light
Cloak Documents
Advancing Somewhere
How Many Candles?
Majik Seeks
Always Just Outside Of Sight
Secret Psychology
Ancient Society
Mirror Dance
Like It Has A Name
Midirection
Is Gone, Yet Moves On
Dimented Looking Gears
Mysterious Wings
Sagas Unfold
How You Win...
Regain The Lost
The Ensorscered Land
A Longer Journey
Time Manipulation
Gypsy Dreams
Belief Or Disbelief
Powerful Thoughts
Hidden Haven
Moving Through Phases
Never Ending
Troubled Ruins
Spider Web Vines
Where All Things
Elements Of Time
Ill-Forgot
Things Change
Places Between
Delusional Vision
Aspiring Notions
Thirsting Desire
How Hard To Forget
Dementia Sail
Passitivity Nuetral
Disasociative Comprehension
Clouded Thoughts
As Of So Far
And What To Release
Any Other Way
Unlike Anything Known
Carefully Understood
Questions With No Answers
Response Activation
Cryptic Alliteration
Forgotten Lessons
The Dawn Of An Age
The Fall Of Another
What's Learned From Moonlight
Things Lost Never To Be regained
Scrying In The Darkness
What Comes As Invention
Moving Through The Future
Burning Through Centuries
Delusional Mind, Anytime
Which Always?
What's Not Understood
Goals Unseen
Thorny Visions
Is The End?
The Next Place
Independant Sorcery
Lingering Thunder
Order In A Chaotic Time
Dire Shadows
Silent Visions
What Was Treasure
True Sight
Fire Of Fairies
Brain Twist
Almost Alive
Almost Dead
Eyes Of Moonlight
Ghost Beholden
Insane Creations
Mind Shrine
Touch Of The Grave
Spiritual Psychosis
Other Bedfellows
Cloak Of Heaven
Stark Horizons
Hidden Dawn
Dual Energy
Misaligned Fascination
Space Beyond
The Art Of Making
How Loss Was
Important Figures
Seventh Haste
A Tree's Duty
Balanced Scale
Random Hauntings
Three Invisible Drums
Vanishing Hallways
Links To Passage
Long Desk
Phantom Pages
Forgotten Conspiracy
Today's Cities
Nonetheless It Ever
Forgetfull Oaths
Here's Another
Beyond Paradise
Psyche Point
Prismatis Vision
Cavernous Pond
Immortal Sphere
Inherent Chameleons
Change Directions
Hues Of Shade
Solar Mist
Real Time
Extended Motionlessness
Medicional Patron
Sign Of Arrival
Fortunate End
Forgotten Myths
Majestic Views
Viscous Liquid
Listless Centers
Embodies Elements
Abandoned Tomb
Risen In Ash
Welcomed Spells
Real Myths
Estate Conclusion
Echoing Built
Changes In Favor
Memorization
Foreign Body