I love you all! Almost 2000 subscribers that is a lot of people that will read this email. And it means a lot to me. I never forget the day I was in my old home, in the middle of a change with a new homeowner, after 7 calm good years in that home, a new person took over that home and started to exploit me and my kids, so we moved. And the kids already had it very tough with abusive teachers in the schools, so they had transferred some times already. Also, one teacher and her husband were murdered. The region was not that calm sweet region like 7 years before. All had changed. One person asked me to come back at n1m. I am so grateful for her to have asked me back. So, I uploaded 3 songs, instead of one. If I remember well I had one uploaded, she asked me back online on n1m and I uploaded 2 more songs. That new year I had a few messages and listeners already. Me in the middle of that bad story locally. Transferring in another bad local story in my new town, in the Netherlands. And my kids soon got trafficked, away from me, stolen from me by the locals. Because I had asked an adjustment, all lawful arranged by the right companies and local attendance officer from Amsterdam, that had told us what to do. And she arranged all because they have a website for anyone, and my local attendance officer did not respond. So, I kept telling the local one all these laws and things we had to do, the way the government told me and the other attendance officer, and they all said school law is finished for your kids, they have EQF 5 diploma's and must continue EQF 6 even, that's a BSc. They did online. As they recovered from trauma after abuse by the new homeowner in that town and those teachers that had abused. But the locals are very criminal and frauded. So, I tried to press charges at a police office. And there more fraud happened, as something was put in the dutch system about us, to stop us from pressing charges against these locals, but the gov companies had told us to that. So, they showed a network of people working against the law, and we accidentally fall victim of their crimes. This story only continued into more bad things, me missing my kids, and my kids miss me. And all this success on n1m. Thank you so much! Because that helps us through a lot! Also, I continue my studies. That's another story the locals did wrong in the previous town for some years, but these locals did arrange that. That is now fine again, after a strive in the other region from 2012 - 2020. So, I have been from lawsuit to lawsuit and abuse through abuse. And still, miss my kids. Then in the middle of my BSc. health science studies, covid19 starts. And I got an interview recently on my work since the outbreak on covid19. Also, new interviews can come up, because our school has media wanting to interview us, students. See here what I do with my studies. I am a singer, and study, and have my company Essence. https://medium.com/@jiskahachmer/become-an-md-like-me-cfaaab31ec6c Soon the interview is online, and then I can show you that interview too,and perhaps the other ones if those come. Through all this, I keep working on a new CD, and my movie shadows. The music will be for that movie too. My followers grow again on youtube, so finally I will go to the studio this summer, i hope. I am invited a few times now for youtube studio Paris. I might go there too soon, for meetings. But next summer I will be recording some new songs, I hope. Last summer was the plan, and I have traveled a lot, but youtube found too many inactive followers and deleted them, so I had not enough followers anymore to go to the studio. It was delayed by that. I am more ready though now, so, I cant wait to go and see what that will be like. I do want to tour too. I might do APA things this year, or next year too. So, I do want to combine my USA visit for APA with a tour as well. I just cant wait to see what you all think of this and would love to hear me sing on a tour. Please let me know. I will sing some new songs, some from this list, and lots better than you hear here... As my equipment is not that good, at home. And some covers I think, if you like. I am working hard on the pressing charges and getting all help to get my kids back. I have had some ups and downs with the lawyers on this. But I had that also from 2012 -2020 with those other locals, not letting me to a plan the gov company that had created that said I had to follow,, they wanted to exploit as well and just put me in a job, despite my disability, pelvic disability and therefore I had a study plan, to get a new fitting job. They refused I strived years, and the old plan is now put back as the plan to follow, so I do that, I study again. To be an md/psychologist. And I know how the last good lawyer took me years to get him. My good rent lawyer was also a very good one, was also one I had to look for, for a while. So, I think it is the same with this case with my kids, I know I followed the laws, and the locals refused and are thus criminals, but the gov had said me what to do, I had followed that, and they also work on getting these locals, but it just takes a while to find the right lawyer. To, get that done right, same as the other very long case, of years and years, and then no one able to solve, until this last one. And he worked 2 years on it as well. So, touring would make me happy. And I know soon, my kids are older than 16 and 18 and, one day, they get their own lives back. And that's very soon, they are 13 and 15. I just can only keep working on that, and get them back one day. It is what they want, and the children's law demands to listen to their will and help them achieve that. So, the moment the good lawyer comes, they are back, as the law actually demands all that. And they continue their BSc. then, which is only 9 months left, its a top-up. They are almost done. And degreed they will continue their master and Ph.D. next 4 years after that. So, the moment they are home, they study and they want to travel and have their Instagram and social media and their friends online, and their them in real life traveling to them. So, a very good life is gonna come in some years. It would be only good for them if that's soon. So, they can have the better life instead of this horrible life with these locals, that denied their rights and abuse them. Good, I am studied well on those topics, so they will recover and will be fine over time. We will move away from the Netherlands in any way, as this is a horrific country. But all the days after will be good days. Them then grown, and finally doing all their rights. They are lucky to have already done lots of studies and are good at studying, so theyĺl be fine in any way, with good jobs. And I am always their home where they can study and grow, we never fight. So, we have it easy together, honestly, I think that is what the locals ticked of, as they are criminal, abusive and want all people to be abusive. They believe in being mean to kids and abuse them constantly. They knew my work is catching those types of criminals, I worked since 2013 on this. They were coming from a group of abusers, abusing their work and power and trafficked my kids. That made it easier to recognize what types of crimes this is they do, all dutch gov companies themselves warned me to for their crimes and fraud and to press charges etc. So, I cant wait to see what the future brings. Now I keep studying and working and create more music and cant wait for this next summer, and to finally show you some work. lots of love from me L;ove! Thank you very very very much for all your love and support.