Jerry Henderson

Julia Rainer - Insomnia - Play on N1M

This shit made me chuckle. What the hell has happened to us, though? We are dope. It is they that have slept, therefo'. The alter-ego knows, even told you so. To never lose hope. Focus like scope. Records? You should be recording now. Recording, how? Network until your Net worth tells them that you do it for the love. Without sounding foul. Falling...falling for anything. Falling for the next big thing. You had that idea, back when this was a new thing. You had paragraphs that sound like verses, pen-letters written or spitting may vibe even better. If you...Make the music, man. Quit procrastinating, fam. Welcoming Death with open ohms, Its says its your biggest fan. Which...wasnt part of the plan...AS I... SLOWLY LOSE MY MIND.

A month ago, a lot of negative energy passed thru on a personal level. I thought I was being accused of trying to screw someone over on ASCAP royalties...I was really trying to explain a simple mistake of not wanting to leave money on the table, until this guy gets his own writer's portion. I would be writer for my publishing, and until he got his writer's, I would be a writer for his publishing. Hindsight looking at it, I gives me 75% to his 25% (which is a bad look, I see that now).
He starts playing this funky bassline, while waiting for his ASCAP account to come up. The music stopped.
I said, "F^ck that was some dope sh!+." cleared my throat and he was looking at me, then looking at the screen.
He showed me how another artist had done it...gave him double publishing to still make it 50-50!!! [facepalm]...
So we joked about it...with that same energy we began to freestyle on some beats.
I had forgotten I said that...the other guy heard what I heard the first time I REHEARD IT. It sounded like,
"F^ckn with me on some dumb $#!+" -- I even told him it sounds messed up. I don't remember saying it, might be a glitch like it was doing just before that clip...so he bows out. When I finally remembered the moment...I explained it on that post, and by text. Then I think..."We are too close, it has to be something else." I shouldn't have to keep explaining myself to my loved ones. This is not pride, this is out of respect. The music moves on...
Thank y'all for listening, subscribing, vibing..this far.

Shout out the supporters of this music page!!! I procrastinate like no-ones business...thats my current 'thing' Im working on. Dig this one, I have emails/messages from 2017-2018 of me reaching out to get a short vid done using my music WITH PAY, to put on my YouTube. One actress, and a DIFFERENT 'friend' of kink lifestyle looking to get paid. I offer business ethics to the $#!+...They agree, then nothing. TheY ask you to like random pages, and one that even mimicked a show of what you had ask them to do. Boom.
Tik Tok emerges...Im like WTF?? [don't worry, this happens most my life]. I ask again when Covid19 pops off, and these asses talk about "support local artists"???...Same fux that post about animal cruelty, but BlackLivesMatter only cause its popular right now??? Whether they liked my $#!+, or not...I was there for them. Now YouTube is coming out with its version of TikTok...YOU SEE HOW BEING SURROUNDED BY THE WRONG PEOPLE IS SO TIME CONSUMING? Been doing it too long to stop, Been doing it too long to quit. PhuckThem... "Everybody's got a little light, Under the Sun" ~ Parliament "FlashLight". [not gaslight]

"As DPP swings thru the neighborhood, he stops and smells the lovely cannibus burning in the near, distant, future. We see... DPP on the web of the worldwide, privacyyy.
Mask is off, because the covid is free.
No five-finger discount, they are giving the $#!+ away...Indeed.
He swings thru on occasion, but not tonite...
he just might,
drop an instrumental on ya this time just to test the flight. MIDNITE.
Pick any piece of the PlotLine...I hope your saber is light.
Red Hulking is when ya tearing shit up, and ya mind is right."
~NRg

Read the title link new projects will have an enhanced feeling of freedom for me. They will help fuel the Fire. NRg of AgMode clique is Reverbnation. Jerry NRg Henderson is on that Face-Thingy. Also AgMode has an FB page that just became public which may go Private again because of the marketing aspect, plus Im a bit of an introvert. Been going thru a bunch of obstacles..Im sitting here with this understanding, how we are just a bunch of artists on here sharing. Follow me....nah, don't follow me...JOIN us on those platforms...I've got too many irons in the fire.

Thanx for Listening.
Jerry NRg Henderson