Truth be told - selling my works of music/art has always been incredibly difficult for me. I feel awkward. I guess because i'm naturally so shy, quiet, & extremely Introverted. Though I always wanted everyone to hear my music, I lacked the foresight of how challenging this would be.for the vast majority of musicians. However, in order to one day achieve my dream of finical stability solely off my music - I've had to invest great time & effort & money into studying what it takes - things like creating a brand and marketing it, or how to be an owner of a business, or any way of becoming a superstar salesman - only to find out that it is just not meant for me. In fact, I am probably the worst there ever was (that's an understatement). I hate it. I don’t have any interest in doing it. Ugghhh it sucks. I just want to make music. That is what I am good at and that is my purpose. I find it harder and harder to stay motivated or inspired on the other hand, I don’t wanna spend another day working my normal 9-5 job that I hate so much. What gives...? as the story goes... today I have to vent